Where did it go?

I love making 'To do' list.
The habbit started quite a long time ago.
Like so many things in life, but the contents of 'Do-list' have changed so much.
Still remember making a list of 'my dreams'. Guess it was right around the time when I graduate high school.
Probably, the old scrap paper is somewhere in the dest draw back home.
It was such a long list and I was 100% sure the list will get longer.
I imagined I would cross our so many numbers in the list and add new things as many as the check-marks.
The list contained, get degree, support animal right group, do volunteer works, learn new languages, travel and write a novel.
I still do write the to-do list, but only the sad ones;
to-dos at the work, shopping list, errands, meetings and other day-to-day list.
I'm 200% sure that I won't remember any of these lists in a couple of days.

Suddenly this morning, my crappy to-do notebook makes me sad.
The notebook still contains 'tomorrow', but in its heart, it relfects the things lost in me.
Would I ever find the lost, again?





Question to you!
What did you write down in your life-to-do list?